Be the Change

I have been talking about starting an oh so cozy bookstore / fundraising venue / community connection center / cafe supporting local food and local artists for....oh ten years now? A place where you leave feeling like you've had an experience with the human heart. A place that can act as a catalyst for a whole community of people.

I've written out multiple "business plans" and carved out my creative ideas through photos and storyboards. I've volunteered with many organizations who would be perfect candidates for the "volunteer connection" aspect of my idea and I've seen a lot of international and local projects first-hand. I've shared my ideas at times with multiple people who can see it like I can. I've even fallen in love with various venues that would be perfect for what I'm thinking. And everywhere I've traveled, I've sought out the places that are doing somewhat similar things as I would love the chance to do.

Now? I want to make something happen with it. I feel like I'm living in an area where it could potentially work. Yet, I'm a bit aimless (and so effing busy) to know where to actually....start.

Today I got accepted to the Be the Change program in Costa Rica in August. It's put on by Global Volunteer Network - whom I traveled to both Africa and India with. It's a week long seminar put on by professionals who will help you cover all the aspects of starting up your own social entrepreneurship project / business or charity.

Watch the video here. It's truly inspiring >> 

I am SO excited. I know it would be what I need to meet like minded individuals and get motivated to really start working on my connection center idea. Only problem? It's $2500, it's in Costa Rica in August (when I'm travelling all over the country for weddings and work, oh my) and it would mean really being present to come away with a focused plan. 

Part of me knows it's meant for me. The other part is saying, "But weren't you finally going to settle down for a bit?" I feel lately like I live in the airport, or at client events or tradeshows. And I've been a rotten friend to some people because I'm always on the go. Isn't it more important to concentrate on those issues first?

If I don't end up going this year, I will be okay. But the one thing I know for sure?